Dorky name for a blog entry? Probably but I don't care. After 4 long years I'm finally here the final day of my senior year, and frankly it's hard to believe it feels like just yesterday I was a freshman walking onto the campus I once thought was absolutely massive. I mean compared to my Middle School I guess it was.

there's something incredibly bittersweet about the end of your final school year if you asked my freshman-self what I thought I would've probably said I was so ready for senior year, and that I just wanted High School to end but now 4 years later I feel what I can only describe as melancholic the past few weeks I've just felt this empty feeling in my stomach knowing soon this period of my life would be over just a constant flood of memories from all throughout my career as a student and even just growing up. I'm the eldest in my family I'm the first of my parent's kids to graduate I can only imagine how they feel. All of my friends are so excited to graduate but I just can not shake that feeling of dread that feeling of a pit in my stomach, is this normal? Or am I just a dork.

Holy it's been a hot minute since I've blogged, not much has happened within the past month at least nothing of note the end of my senior year is just days away, and I've spent most of the past month simply working on this site, as you can see it's changed a lot there's a board, downloads oage, and a whole host of new little graphics scattered about.

Enough about the site, this past weekend was my Senior prom, and skip day I got to go with my friend. Honestly I was dreading prom I'm sort of introverted, and I hated the homecoming dance cause I went with a different friend, and we didn't really do anything besides sit around I guess that's kind of how prom went too, but we had a larger group, and eventually when my friend got whisked away to the dance floor I ended up going with the other half of the group outside, and we sat at a table and talked which was nice. Senior skip day was awesome it was the monday after prom and the night before I didn't end up sleeping until about 3:36am, and I had to wake up by 5am to get ready for my plans the next day which I did and I ended up running off of like 2 hours of sleep while hanging out with my friends. We went to target, and this pop store near my place which is where the fun began I had this big polar pop and we filled it with a variety of drinks it ended up being digusting but I drank it anyways, and this ended up inspiring our new drink "Gimade" it won't be a real drink but I have this glass bottle and the goal is to just keep adding drinks to it everytime the bottle becomes half full so far it's nasty we also put a puff of abuterol and it gave it a weird metallic aftertaste. Overall I'd say this is a pretty good end for senior year.

I'm friends with someone who is fairly well known within the choir, and theater crowd at my school, and this has opened up the opportunity for us to have access to a master key to the school. Yesterday (4/20 woah) while we were sitting in the library waiting for our study hour to go by we decided we wanted to try, and get back into the tunnels under our school's auditorium that we used to go in earlier this year, and the year prior. When we got into the auditorium someone high up within the theater was working on stuff so we slinked back out to avoid getting caught, and went to look for a new place to explore.

That's when my friend brought up the fact he's wanted to try, and get into the boiler room for sometime now, and that's when we set our sights on the boiler room. The location of the boiler room is really odd it's located behind the gym in my school through the stage, and down some stairs after we had successfully gotten down the stairs undetected we noticed a small door that lead underneath the stairs leading up to the room. We decided it was a good idea to drop our bags off in this room. The room was odd the floor was dirt and there was a really old chair that was probably used way back in the 50s when the school was opened. After looking under the stairs we crawled out of the small room without our bags, and began to prepare ourselves to go into the boiler room.

My friend unlocked the door and cracked it open the lights were on, and it was hot I could hear my heart beating I knew that if anyone was in there we were going to be in extremely hot water, despite the threat of getting in trouble we pushed the door fully open, and went in I went ahead first I knew if i got caught I could alert my friend so he could leave, and we wouldn't lose the master key. I snuck down the stairs, and around the corner practically hugging the wall closest to me the heat was overpowering it didn't feel like we were burning but it was certainly far hotter than it was outside. After I verified the place was empty I returned to my friend so we could explore the place together. It was far larger than I had expected but it also wasn't the biggest room in the world it smelled like gas, and was certainly around when the school was first build it was exceptionally grimey, and the floor was like this brown linolium signature of the 50s. There was a table riddled with tools including 2 of these red metal boxes both with identical socket wrench sets, and my friend decided it was a good idea to take one which he did. After we did a full sweep of the room we noticed a door on the farside of the room which we opened, and saw it lead to more stairs. Obviously this discover sparked our curiosity so we closed the door back up and went to retrieve our bags cause we didn't know if we'd be back. After grabbing our bags we went up the stairs we found and ended up in the room that originally lead us to the boiler room. We took this opportunity to stop our exploration, and return to the library.

On our way back we saw 2 freshman exit a room we had actually unlocked the year prior that opened to a ladder that went nowhere. We kinda just stopped in our tracks, and looked at eachother we were absolutely dumbfounded we knew we locked it back up last year but at the same time how did they get in. The current running theory is that they might've gotten ahold of another one of the master keys I hope cause then it means we didn't leave it unlocked. Anyways some of the pictures can be found here.

It's hard to believe but I'm in the last stretch of high school now 4 years since my freshman year, and man it's bittersweet I'm glad I'm at the end but I've had so many many great memories. One I especially appreciate was my web design class without it this site would've probably never existed, and I'm forever grateful for that random class assignment.

The end of the year has also brought so many responsibilities upon me I decided I needed to at least go to prom before the end of my high school career so that brought on the fact I needed a suit so I got fitted for one, and will need to pick it up soon, of course I got a rental cause I'm a broke bastard, and can't afford my own Lol. I also gotta figure out what I want to wear to the senior party after graduation. I also want to touch base with some of the teachers I've had over the past 4 years sure I've talked to them in the halls the past 4 years but I kinda just wanna see how they're doing my high school career was so great because of my teachers I feel high school was the first time I truly felt like the people teaching me cared about me as a person, which was really nice after my nightmarish time in middle school, so many people working at that school still greet me by name even if I haven't had them since freshman year and it's really nice. I think that's what I'll miss the most sure I'll part ways with many of my friends that I don't have contact with outside of school but feeling as though the staff cared about me being there was so nice.

Let's see how well this entry ages I plan on getting this up by the end of today. Either you'll see this new page up or you can laugh about how I was horribly wrong. Anyways there's a "pictures" page avaliable now currently it's a bunch of placeholders but I plan on changing those to pictures I myself have taken.

Little has happened in my life since the first entry I went on spring break, and mostly sat around doing nothing as everyone I know was busy for whatever reason. I did have the opportunity to do something the final 2 days of break but that hangout was great my friends and I spent most of saturday night just driving around, and doing stuff our first stop was target we spent around like 10 minutes in the candle aisle like a bunch of homos (funny cause we are homos) we bought a candle and let's just say we got a few five finger discounts on a variety of random objects. afterwards we had dinner then went to Savers where I got an Intellimouse Explorer 3.0! absolutely amazing find possibly one of if not the nicest mice I've ever used on my laptop it's so comfortable and has side buttons which I'm so happy about cause I desperately needed to get a new mouse not that my old logitech mouse is starting to fail me. We also went to Walmart where I got one of those little pies, and a log of pepperoni I promptly devoured upon returning to the car. before heading home we stopped at a gas station, and grabbed the biggest cup we could, and made "jungle juice" with all the pops the fountains had my friend's mixture was awful but aged like fine wine does, and mine ended up getting overpowered by the monster I poured in it.